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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

[21feb]
PIZZAS PIZZAS !
PIZZA PAR-TY !
we ordered like, 2 large pizzas, drumlets, wings, baked meatballs from pizza hutomg, we're
watching memoirs of a geisha and having pizza while lying on the bed
omg, we're SO stuffed up.
those furballs were SO adorable.

chou darling.. =( majong majong MAJONG !
HUMPH !

[22feb.]
sleepy day, fell aslp during free lesson
meet darling at 530pm,
had dinner at sakae sushi
RUSH RUSH RUSH !
den went to catch a 7pm show at yishun gv
watched final destination 3,
oh man.. it's totally freaky
i think it's freak-ier than final destination 1,2
uurrgh, grossed out
hehe, darling hug me so so SSOO TIGHT ! so sweet hehe
it was like super duper cold la


[ hehe, love your hugs. love kisses even MORE
-passionate kisses here and there. hehee
]



darling named this picture " Love You! " =)

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

miss heartbeat catalyst , mr cute hamster.

fidel says:
hey i think i saw you quite awhile ago at bugis leh

fidel says:
walk pass you i feel so short ! IN HEELS SOMEMORE !

rafe says:
ahhh u got walk pass mi ah?!?!?!

rafe says:
keke

fidel says:
FEIHUA! hahahahas or else how i see you de >.<

rafe says:
im sure i will notice a mei nu like u de lo keke

rafe says:
r u sure u can walk past mi w/o my heart beating faster

rafe says:
i got soft spot for big eyes gers

rafe says:
i melt

fidel says:
see ugly girls your heart will beat faster arh

rafe says:
tt one is frightened

rafe says:
wait they eat mi

fidel says:
LOLSS !

fidel says:
SO BAD !!

fidel says:
DISCRIMINATION !!!!

fidel says:
hahahahahahs

Monday, February 20, 2006

darling saturday so sweet
hehe came to my house at 9 plus to bring breakfast for me =)
*mmmmmmuacks !
awww, hehe baobao darling
darling so scary hehe
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN ! *shudders*
then we went to compass point hehe
darling go buy game >.< den i bought magazine
then we go makan again ! pizza hut hehe
ssooooo full wor !

afterthat i went to meet xiong, vicson and victor at town
had dinner at phin's steakhouse, I LOVE THE ESCARGOTS !
hehe jeline always tells me i'm when i say that. WHY ?! YUMMY! lolss.
then we watched pink panther, quite funny actually.
tired leh, sign off here
*mmmmmmuacks !

heart-shaped STRAWBERRIES ! at black argus on v'day =)

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

VALENTINE'S DAY ! =))
so excited, hehe i was pretty sure it will turn out really great for us
hehe, and IT DID !!
in the morning i was walking to school
den suddenly i heard there was a sound that was getting louder and louder behind me
den suddenly, BAAM ! he practically pounced, YEAH POUNCED in front of me
one arm with a bouquet of twelve roses & a cinnamoroll ! AWW ! it's sooo cute !
and i kept laughing and laughing, i was so shocked ! hehe


den we went to eat lunch together .. aww.. recently i kept having cravings for escargots.. den darling jiu bring me go eat ! aww.. hehe love my baby

den we went shopping after lunch ! darling bought some nice clothes for me =) den we went to orchard parade hotel for dinner hehe AND I LOVE IT ! the food taste so good ! =DDD hehe darling very very cute =) RED RED CHEEKS felt so cosy there, it's such a comfortable spot to snuggle with your lovie aww..and he told me " it's the most romantic day of my life.."AWW !.. i almost melted at that hehe love my darling

Saturday, February 11, 2006

today woke up
HEN XIANG don't go school leh !
i very sleepy ! hahas.

we went to watch fearless today
IM SUPER SAD !
COS THEY DON'T SERVE CARAMEL POPCORNS AT MARINA SQ. GV ANYMORE !
SOBS. we went there esp just because i said i wanna eat caramel popcorns !!! ='(
it felt really nice, lying on he's chest watching the movie,
with both of he's arms embracing me
it's so so, comfortable =)

I DECIDED ! I WANT a BOUQUET OF 12 ROSES !
cos elaine working as a florist as part time
and she said the 99 roses bouquet look really ugly
hehe, somemore i think it will look ridiculously big and heavy for me if i was to carry it right!
wahahahas. I LOVE VALENTINE'S DAY ! SURPRISES SURPRISE !
ROMANTIC SURPRISES !
hahas yeah zhijian, i'd get disposable underwear for him ! LOLSS >.<
i think he'll kill me hehe
i hope for the most romantic v'day i'd ever spend with him.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

im sick -.-
went to see doctor this morning le
hehe, took mc
I WANNA BE SICK EVERYDAY !
THEN I'LL BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS EVERYDAY !
hehe, when i said i want him to come and pei me at one,
he came. *giggles*
i like it.

- and he told me his mom likes me !
cos she feel im very natural and always laughing
=) im totally hopping happy.


"
.... why did i want to hide my relationship in the 1st place? ... why did i even try to do so? ... i am also human and need and also have love .... well it's time i be fair and repay my gf for what she has done ... well i guess Leon also has his own views on things ...

Darling"Fidel" i am sorry for not treating you well for the past few months ... being so neglectful, so bad to you and always thinking about myself, i want to sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart and hope for a reconciliation in our relationship ...

I don't want lose you anymore ... "
aww ! i felt it was kinda sincere, in a way =)
i mean, HE POSTED ON HIS BLOG!
and he said " my gf "
*gasped* that's like something i haven't heard for months
before he changed, even like when we bump to his friends
he used to say " hey, this is my gf "
but after he changed, .. sadly.. =( he wouldn't even intro me to them
didnt know small things like these matters right ?
TOLD YOU ! GIRLS ARE VERY HARD TO PLEASE
AND ITS LIKE.. FOR THE WORLD TO SEE ! OMG *smiles widely*
but.. of cos..
so so so many people told me, he is NOT worth it
esp weixin,
he said -
" well, taking into account all the things that have happened in the past few months, does he sound like a person who sticks to what he says?
and from that, what's to stop him from doing it again?
do you really want to risk that again? might i remember, it did happen before.
i dont mean to scare you or anything, but it is true that he has gone back on his word before.
and after that happened, in a way, so did you, after you said that you wouldn't take him back.
but just think- he's done it once, twice, and maybe even three times. it doesn't seem to hurt him as much, so what's to stop him from doing it again? "
okay, it did make me feel really scared.
yeah well it did make sense, what he said..
he did go back on his words.
he did say he want to love me and be there for me
but instead he broke up with me telling me he has no feelings for me
and.. hurt me here and there after the break up..
but i still went ahead to be with him.
decided that the lonely life wouldn't suit me much huh
but i really thought alot about what he said..
but.. if i never ever try? how would i know ?
i don't wanna back out just because i'm scared of being hurt
but i wanna see if he really would treat me well again ?
and that the fact that i still do love him-
i just hope those days will be gone,
those day i spent sobbing alone
alone nursing my broken heart.
i just hope to be treated fairly,
to be loved openly & truthfully.
that's all, that's all i want

hahas, i JOKINGLY told him..
"I WANT A BOUQUET OF 99 ROSES ON VALENTINE'S DAY"
he almost fainted hahahahahahas
den he suddenly say, "
for you, its worth it."
OMG !! AAAHHHH ! that's sounds so.. romantic.
its like..wow.. i hardly hear this kinda stuff coming out from his mouth you know?
it sounds so pleasing to the ears
wahahas =)
"future laogong" very cute,
the moment i told him i patched up with leon le
he quickly changed his nick to " if you're happy, im happy too "
AWW ! thanks for caring so much when im sick =)
i mean.. he does care alot alot abt me..
darling, please don't dont't get upset , me blogging abt him
just wanna show my appreciation to him for being there for me these days
i just wanna say..
" i love you leon, it may take some time for me to trust you again. but please be patient with me, cos i'm really serious in this relationship."
what a long entry!
sign off now !
love you guys !

Monday, February 06, 2006

i'm feeling alright le =)
i'll just be myself, happy go lucky like the fidel before.
i'll put the past behind me.





IT'S RETRO MADNESS !
LOLSS. pammie jiejie & fidel
hahahs it's so much fun hehe.

today we went to watch " i not stupid too "
well, 2nd time for me hehe.
AND WE CRIED LIKE MAD !
SONG & CHOONG NO FEELING ONE !! NEVER CRY AT ALL !!
hahahs, but i think choong cried leh LOLSS
then after the movie rach, flor, weisan, song, choong, aliff went back 1st
left us four, then we went to makan lor
then after that we took the photos !
I KISSED HER ! WAHAHAHAHS
muacks MUACKS MUACKIES !!



darling so sweet ! WANNA GIVE ME ROSE ON VALENTINE'S DAY =)
not leon obviously :)
i love you darling ! muacks muacks MUACKS !

for you're always there for me.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

i will wait for you.
i still love you.




i feel im being myself again =)
the old me, im shocked
but im feeling how i used to feel
SO ENERGETIC, laughing like mad hahas
ngee song send me the ultraman dance videoclip
hahahahs.. so funny sia.. i laugh so loud >.<
until mummy come and say me if im siao hahahas.
wished he was there to share my joy :)
today was alright :)
was pretty tired hehe, somemore my eyes abit swollen
hahas. so weird weird de
den during free lesson me & aishah went around the class
and try to get our class people to go watch "i not stupid too" on monday
althought i watch before le hehe
hehe and YAY ! HALF THE CLASS GOING !
so excited :)
i love 4E5. WE'RE SO STEADY LAHS !
LOLSS !

i miss my big crabbies, miss the camp !!
miss the nights we spent lying at the bball court and watch the stars :)
MISS THE FUN !!
MISS MY GWENIE DARLING ~

hahas. today after bio
I SUDDENLY BECOME SO ENERGETIC >.<
i duno why also hahahahs
i love me :)

nice hor ? sunset @ st andrew village.


MY BIG CRABBIES ! I MISS YOU PEOPLE LOADS! :)

only four crabbies ~ sad.. tg, ian, fidel, gwenie, shiya.


cousins :) during chinese new year hehe.

after sentosa >.< TIRED ARHH !

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

GASTRIC PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN.
oww ='(


today got free lesson den very bored mar
den me & aishah went over to talk to aliff choongwei & jordon
hahas den i sit on the table mar..
den afterthat move move move become i lie on three tables
hahahas den i didnt realize jordon was sitting there..
den hahahas suddenly he FIDELIS ARHH !
den i turn around hahahahs my butt facing him >.<
PAISEHS JORDON !